Saturday, 25 September 2010

I need to take control of the direction that my life is heading in. I need to get a job. I need to try alot harder is my AS Levels. I need to start thinking about the career path which I want to pursue.

Tuesday, 14 September 2010

"To write is to write is to write is to write is to write is to write is to write.”

Sixth Form and my Future.

So I've started sixth form. I like it so far. I feel like it's given more confidence, which is always a good thing. I'm doing; Media, Film, English and Business. I'm not going to lie, I haven't been putting much effort in thus far. That's going to change, from today I'm going to try harder in all of my lessons, especially English and Media, as I've now decided I want to go into a career as a writer.

Sunday, 12 September 2010

Friendships. (Or the lack of...)


I haven't written a "proper" blog in a while. Well, in fact, I don't believe I've ever really written a "proper" blog. But how does one define proper?
"9. normal or regular." So no. In that repect, I definately haven't ever written a proper blog. Anyhow, I'm getting off from the point here...

What I really wanted to blog about was friendships. I don't belong to a specific group of friends. There's no point denying it, I just don't. I don't hang around with a select group of people all the time, and I don't meet up with a group out of school, either. I then get invited out places by groups of people. More often than not, I don't go. I tell myself it's because I don't have money, or I can't get there. I'm not lying when I say this, but I know I could probably ask my parents for some money, or I could ask one of my friends for a lift. This is probably due to confidence issue, stemed from the fact that I don't belong in a group of friends. It's a vicious cycle, really.

Now, don't get me wrong, I'm not just going to whine about this fact for the rest of my life. Worse things have happened. But, occasionally, it would be nice to belong to a group. I do love the people I'm friends with, and I do meet up with select individuals out of school, but never in a group larger than three.

Who knows, maybe I'll end up in a 'group' at some point in my life.

(And no, if anyone from a group of people that I know who are reading this, this is NOT a dig at you.)

Wednesday, 1 September 2010

I don't care what people think, as of now.
I am going to change myself, as of now.
I will do it.

Tuesday, 31 August 2010

Sixth Form.

I haven't posted a proper blog on here in... forever... Oh well.
Anyway, sixth form starts tomorrow! I don't know how I feel about it. I'm staying at my school for sixth form, so there's no big change but still... it's going to be different. I think I'm looking forward to it. I mean, if I work really hard I can do well. And the teachers treat you better. And I get a netbook. And I'll be doing classes I want to do. And I will never have to do PE!
I guess it'll be good. I'm going into it with an optimistic attitude (like I do with most things.)

Wednesday, 18 August 2010

Jack says:

Salt looks amazing

and angelina jolie is tasty

Wilhelm. The Chicken to Esmée's noodles! says:

shes a bit old tbh

and a bit full of plastic

Jack says:

that's why you close your eyes a bit and look sideways

Wilhelm. The Chicken to Esmée's noodles! says:


silly child"

Wednesday, 11 August 2010

The Circle Of Life.

22:52 Elinor

its the circle of life

its awasoem


22:53 Me




22:53 Elinor


22:53 Me


22:53 Elinor


22:53 Me






haha im putting that on my blog

Thursday, 5 August 2010


I'm currently watching The Nightmare Before Christmas. I love that film. I love children's films, actually. You know, the old Disney classics like Sleeping Beauty and The Lion King? I think the main reason why I love those kind of films is because it brings me back to my childhood. I both love and hate nostalgia. It makes you feel happy because you've remembered something, yet you also feel sad because it is only a distant memory. I probably think about the past too much.

Sunday, 1 August 2010

My Bucket List.

(This is my bucket list as of when I made it, which was sometime in the middle of July, so if I've done some of these prior to July 2010 it will not be crossed off!)

• Go in a limo

• Go to Paris

• Go to New York

• Go up the Statue of Liberty

• Go to New Zealand

• Make a blog

• Be in a movie

• Publish a book

• Get married (to the right person.)

• Read a classic

• Go to every continent

• Visit a real Pokemon centre

• Meet a celebrity

• Kiss a celebrity

• Get an autograph from a celebrity

• Be on a TV show

• Go on a road trip

• Go on Stealth (Thorpe Park)

• Get a job

• Get a job at Waterstones

• Indoor-skydiving

• Go to Vegas

• Go on a helicopter tour

• Go to a concert

• Go ghost hunting

• Go UFO hunting

• Go to a movie premiere
• See a Westend show

• See a Broadway show

• Have a movie day

• Test a game

• Conquer three fears

• Gain more confidence

• Produce an album

• Vlog

• Go on the London Eye

• Go to an open audition

• Do the 'Yes Man Challenge' for a week

• Go paintballing

• Win the lottery

• Finish the book me and Elinor are writing

• Go on a helicopter tour over New York

• Learn to speak another language

• Learn to play the acoustic guitar

• Do a bungee-jump

• Go scuba-diving

• Go swimming with dolphins

• Go surfing

• Ride on the back of a motorbike

• See fireflies

• Go to the top of the Eiffel Tower

• Visit the pyramids in Egypt

• See the Northern Lights

• Plant a tree

• Dress up and attend a costume party

• Host a party

• Watch the sunrise

• Watch the sunset

• Visit the Leaning Tower of Psia

• Learn to drive/pass driving test

• Get a pebble to bounce of the water four times

• Get a tattoo

• Get a piercing

• Go horse-riding

• Do a random act of kindess each day for three weeks

• Visit Ireland

• Live in the present

• Don't give a damn about what people think of me

• Meet JK Rowling

• Learn karate

• Visit the Great Wall of China

• Visit Stone Henge

• Learn to play the piano

• Visit the Grand Canyon

• Go on a safari

• Go whale-watching

• Donate £1000 to charity

• Buy a house, and make it my 'perfect' home

• Eat a hot-dog from a stand on the side of the road in America

• Eat in an American diner in America

• Drink in a coffee house in America

• Go snorkelling

• See the seven wonders of the world

• Eat ice cream in Italy

• Go on a river trip in Venice

• Go skiing

• Meet a famous band/singer that I like

• Walk through a forest by myself

• Send a message in a bottle

• Ride a camel

• Visit Niagara Falls

• Sleep under the stars

• Learn to juggle

• Scuba dive off Australia's Great Barrier Reef

• Gamble in Vegas

• Do a marathon

• See the 'Hollywood' sign

• Go on a cruise

• Visit the Amazon rainforest

• Get in the record books

• Visit London zoo

• Help the homeless

• Make a baby laugh

• Give blood

Saturday, 31 July 2010

I hate the nature of human beings.

No, really, I do.
If it wasn't for the selfishness of human beings in general then everything would be free, and there would be no money. This would be we could sit around in fields all day like hippies, because nobody would buy land. But oh no, humans are selfish and greedy, and everything's about money. Nothing's just for fun anymore.

Inception Review.

Well, I did plan on writing a review for the film 'Inception' for my grand total of two followers (I didn't make them follow me... I swear...) but seeing as I did not understand the film one bit, I can't. The girl was pretty, though.

Yeah but seriously, Inception is a really good film, even if it is very confusing. Definately worth going to see. The music, sound effects and acting is all top-notch.

Friday, 30 July 2010


1. What's your name?

2. What is your favorite thing to wear?
My blue hoodie. It's so comfy :3

3. Last thing you ate?
Rock cake.

4. One place you will NEVER eat at?
I'll eat anywhere ;D

5. I say Shotgun, you say:
A TARDIS (they will make one, one day... they will!)

6. Last person you hugged?
My momma' (I'm cool.)

7. Does anyone you know wanna date you?
Hah! No.

8. Would you date anyone you met online?
If I knew them in person then possibly.

9. Name something you like physically about yourself:
Eye colour.

10. The last place you went out to dinner to?
Toby Carvery. onomnom.

11. Who is your best friend?
I have more than one.

12. What time of the day is it?
17:46 (I the time from 5-7... I don't know why..)

13. Who/What made you angry today?

14. Baseball or Football?
I don't particually like either but... football I guess.

15. Ever gone skinny dipping?

16. Favorite type of Food?

17. Favorite holiday:
18. Do you download music:
Indeed I do.

19. Do you care if your socks are dirty?

20. Opinion of Chinese symbol tattoos?

21. Would you date the person who posted this?

22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
No D:

23. Do you love anyone?

24. Are colored contact lenses sexy?
Not particually.

25. Have you ever bungee jumped?

26. Have you ever gone white-water rafting?
No but I really want too.

27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
Not that I recall.

28. How many pets do you have?

29. Have you met a real redneck?

30. How is the weather right now?
Meh, a bit on the chilly side I suppose. A bit cloudy. Gahh, I hate cloud >_<, I prefer it either really hot or raining- not inbetween!

31. What are you listening to right now?
I Gotta Feeling- Black Eyed Peas. (I Gotta Feeling OOOOH HOOO.)

32. What is your current favorite song?
Tough question... ermm... Mr. Brightside - The Killers, I guess. Only because it's the most played on my iTunes/iPod.

33. What was the last movie you watched?
Pirates of the Caribbean 2

34. Do you wear contacts?

35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Westwood X, (shopping centre.)

36. What are you afraid of?
Alot of things. Dying, primarily.

37. How many piercings have you had?
None. I don't plan on getting any.

38. What piercings do you want?
See previous.

39. What's one thing you've learned this year?
That I can accomplish my fears, if I try hard enough.

40. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Hot chocolate. Mmm

41. What Magazines are you reading?
None, really. I flick threw SFX occasionally.

42. Have you ever fired a gun:
No. I want too though :D I want to go clay pigeon shooting.

43. Are you missing someone?
Yes!!!! ):

44. Favorite TV show?
Friends, Chuck, Doctor Who.

45. Do you have an obession with WoW?
Nooo. I played it once and I didn't see the big deal with it, really.

46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?

47. What celeb do you look like?
None, but I share the name of the singer Jack Johnson and the boxer. It kinda sucks though, to be honest. (I saw to be honest too much..)

48. Who would you like to see right now?
My friendlings.

49. Favorite movie of all time?
Lord of the Rings and the Fellowship of the Ring.

50. Do you find yourself loved?
Not in a romantic way.

51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't suppose to?

52. Favorite smell?
Books, Cut Grass.

53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
Toffee. :P

54. What's something that really bugs you?
Rude/inconsiderate people.

55. Do you like Michael Jackson?
Not really.

56. Taco Bell or Burger King?
Burger King (I've never been to Taco Bell)

57. What's your favorite perfume?
I don't wear 'perfume'. I like lynx aftershave, though.

58. Favorite baseball team?
59. Ever call a 1-900 phone number?

60. What's the longest time you've gone without sleep?
36 hours.

61. Last time you went bowling?
No idea.

62. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
At an airport.

63. Who was your last phone call?

64. Last time you were at work?
I don't have a job D:

65. What's the closest orange object to you?
THERE IS NOTHING ORANGE IN THIS ROOM. *runs off to find something orange* oooh, I found an orange tool box in the hall.
The reactions bit at the bottom of my blogs isn't there for decoration, you know. ;)

Things that make me happy.

I felt that after that last moaning  ranting blog, I needed to make a happier one. :D

• Random acts of kindness.

• Nice people.

• Video games/Films/Books. I like escaping from this world into another. There's nothing like good old escapism.

• Music. I love how if I listen to happy music, it puts me into a good mood.

• Friends/Family. They're always there for you. (If they're decent friends/members of your family, anyway.)

• My dog. He's always there, always happy. He has loyalty that you cannot get from humans. He lives in the moment, and has no worries.

• Having fun. I love days that you look back on and go "Wow, that was great!"

• Having no worries. The best feeling in the world.

• Sunny days. Obvious reason.

• Rainy days. I like rainy days. Instead of complaining about it, I stay inside, snuggle up and watch a movie. If I have to go out then I don't mind, I like walking in the rain.

• Nature. It's incredibly beautiful, when you think about it.

• Optimists. They make me happy :)

Things that make me sad.

Well, I thought I haven't done a ranting blog yet, so I might as well stuff several things that irritate me into one post.

• When people: "typ lik dizz." It makes you looks like an eleven year old, to be honest. I like abbreviation as much as the next guy, but abbreviation such as 'u' instead of 'you.' That's far more useful.

• People 'liking' statuses that shouldn't be 'liked' on Facebook. People use the 'like' button as a form of agreeing with someone, which is wrong.

• People with bad manners. No explanation needed.

• When I can't find things. It has to be the most annoying thing ever. And then someone comes along and says: 'Where did you last have it?' Well, if I knew that I wouldn't have lost it, would I?

• Disappointing film/book/TV show endings. Sometimes writers can just get so lazy.

• Celebrities. I mean, alot of celebrities are great, and they deserve to be recognized, like actors, authors, musicians etc. But celebrities that just sit around for seven weeks and do nothing that get fame? It's so annoying. (I'm probably just jealous.)

• Stereotypes/Labels. Especially when it comes to music. "Oh, you like Bring Me The Horizon? You MUST be a goth." Or, "Ew, you like N-Dubz?! You chav!" Err, no, I just have a diverse music taste.

• Chavs. Yeah, I know, hypocritical as I was just talking about stereotypes, right? But there really isn't any other words do describe a 'chav', really. I hate them. Why do they randomly vandalize/beat people up? It's pathetic. They all need to grow up.

• Attention seeking people. One word... UGHGHGHHGHG.

• People that complain about everything. You're probably thinking that this is hypocritical, but it's not. I don't really complain that much, and I do tend to look on the bright side of things. But people that moan about every little thing annoy me so much. Take my Dad, for example (I do love my Dad, but I'm just using him as an example). We were waiting to cross the road, and there was alot of traffic. He stood there complaining about it, and going 'Ugh, this is going to take ages to cross. Oh great more cars are coming.' Why?! We didn't have to be anywhere at any time, so we could have just stood there and chatted or something. I just really do not get people that are pessimistic.

Well, that's my rant over.

Thursday, 29 July 2010

Quotes about life which I have much love for.

"In life you get no rehearsal."
- My Grandad.

"Live your life! You won't regret it!"- Yes Man

"I think I should live life to the full before anything can happen otherwise I will regret not doing the things I want to do."
- Philippa Ralph

"I always wonder why birds choose to stay in the same place, when they can fly all over the world. then I ask myself the same question."- Harun Yahya

"Allison: I dated this guy and I was astounded at how perfectly content he was just living his life in this closed-off little box.

Carl: I know, its so frustrating! just want to grab these people and shake them. Say "Wake up you — you're missing out — on a little thing called Life!"
Allison: That's so true."

- Yes Man

"The proper function of man is to live - not to exist."
- Jack London

(About being nervous on a plane) "I don't really care if it crashes. If it crashes, it crashes. If I die, then I die."
- Tania Glasgow

"When I hear somebody sigh, "Life is hard," I am always tempted to ask, "Compared to what?""
- Sydney J Harris.

"It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth -- and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up -- that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had."
- Elisabeth Kubler-Ross

"There is always a solution to a problem."
- My friend's Grandad.

"Happiness would not exist without suffering. For if u do not suffer, how would you know when you're happy?"
- Elinor Rees

"Don't worry, about a thing, cos every little thing, is gonna be alright."
-Bob Marley lyric

"When you're down, and lost, and you need a helping hand, when you're down and lost along the way, just try a little harder, just try your best to make it through the day, oh, just tell yourself I'll be okay."
-McFly lyric

"The world's a playground. You know that when you're a kid, but somewhere along the way everyone forgets it."
-Yes Man

"Take what you can, give nothing back."-
 -Pirates of the Caribbean

"I don't really care about much anymore. Life is too short to worry. I just know that I love my closet friends and I love my family. I'm going to live life to the full. I'm going to live my life the way I want too."

"Throw it away, forget yesterday, we'll make the great escape, we won't hear a word they say, they don't know us anyway."
-Boys Like Girls lyric

"Twenty Years from now, you will be more disappointed by the things you did not do than by the things you did do. So, throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover."

-Mark Twain

Four posts in one day. Impressive, if I may say so myself. Which I have. So saying that was kind of pointless, really.

It's odd how in my previous blogs I struggled about what to write. Now I can't stop writing. Anyway, onto the point of this blog...

Me and my friend Elinor are writing a book together. I actually love it. It is so much fun. It's just that in life there is normally always something bothering you, nibbling away at the back of your mind. But on the other hand, there's also some amazing, incredible things going on, and for me, this one of those 'incredible moments'. I know how to appreciate things in life (or at least, I hope I do,) and this is definately something to appreciate. It isn't stressful or anything, it's just pure fun. It's just a nice thing that I'm doing with one of my best friends, and a thing that I'll probably always remember. Elinor, if you're reading this, thanks for writing this book with me. I know it doesn't seem like a big deal from outsiders, but, I'm really, really enjoying it, and it's taking my mind of some of the crap that's going on in my life.


I love friends that instantly cheer you up.

Lately, I've been feeling as though I've been drifting away from some friends. But more recently, I've been feeling slightly closer to other people. These other people are amazing.


When I was in holiday in Turkey the other week, my Grandad said something to me that has stuck:
"In life you don't get a rehearsal."

This is very, very true. (Unless you are a theatre performer. Heh, I'm joking, of course.) It made me think about life. I mean, you have to take oppurtunities in life to get anywhere, and more often than not, this is a scary thing to do. You have to live life to the full, and appreciate everything that you have.

I really am going to try and stick with this positive outlook on life. I have tried before, but evidently not hard enough.  Life really is too short, and, at the end of the day, worrying doesn't solve anything.

When you are a child (or even animals live this way..) you have no worries, everything is fun and you live in the moment. What a fantastic way of life.

Wow, what a deep blog post. I feel the need to talk about something less-mature now...
There, now I feel better.

Hello there.

This is my 3403474th blogger acount. Perhaps that was a slight over exaggeration, but still, I have made several blogs, got bored, and started afresh. But this one will be here to stay, honest.