I need to take control of the direction that my life is heading in. I need to get a job. I need to try alot harder is my AS Levels. I need to start thinking about the career path which I want to pursue.

"To write is to write is to write is to write is to write is to write is to write.”

Sixth Form and my Future.

So I've started sixth form. I like it so far. I feel like it's given more confidence, which is always a good thing. I'm doing; Media, Film, English and Business. I'm not going to lie, I haven't been putting much effort in thus far. That's going to change, from today I'm going to try harder in all of my lessons, especially English and Media, as I've now decided I want to go into a career as a writer.

Friendships. (Or the lack of...)

Hello.

I haven't written a "proper" blog in a while. Well, in fact, I don't believe I've ever really written a "proper" blog. But how does one define proper?
"9. normal or regular." So no. In that repect, I definately haven't ever written a proper blog. Anyhow, I'm getting off from the point here...

What I really wanted to blog about was friendships. I don't belong to a specific group of friends. There's no point denying it, I just don't. I don't hang around with a select group of people all the time, and I don't meet up with a group out of school, either. I then get invited out places by groups of people. More often than not, I don't go. I tell myself it's because I don't have money, or I can't get there. I'm not lying when I say this, but I know I could probably ask my parents for some money, or I could ask one of my friends for a lift. This is probably due to confidence issue, stemed from the fact that I don't belong in a group of friends. It's a vicious cycle, really.

Now, don't get me wrong, I'm not just going to whine about this fact for the rest of my life. Worse things have happened. But, occasionally, it would be nice to belong to a group. I do love the people I'm friends with, and I do meet up with select individuals out of school, but never in a group larger than three.

Who knows, maybe I'll end up in a 'group' at some point in my life.

(And no, if anyone from a group of people that I know who are reading this, this is NOT a dig at you.)

I don't care what people think, as of now.
I am going to change myself, as of now.
I will do it.

Sixth Form.

I haven't posted a proper blog on here in... forever... Oh well.
Anyway, sixth form starts tomorrow! I don't know how I feel about it. I'm staying at my school for sixth form, so there's no big change but still... it's going to be different. I think I'm looking forward to it. I mean, if I work really hard I can do well. And the teachers treat you better. And I get a netbook. And I'll be doing classes I want to do. And I will never have to do PE!
I guess it'll be good. I'm going into it with an optimistic attitude (like I do with most things.)

Jack says:


Salt looks amazing

and angelina jolie is tasty



Wilhelm. The Chicken to Esmée's noodles! says:

shes a bit old tbh

and a bit full of plastic



Jack says:

that's why you close your eyes a bit and look sideways



Wilhelm. The Chicken to Esmée's noodles! says:

LOL

silly child"

The Circle Of Life.

22:52 Elinor


its the circle of life



its awasoem



awsome



22:53 Me

IS THE WHEEL OF FORTUNEEE



TILL WE FIND OUR PLACE



ON THE PATH UNWINDING



22:53 Elinor

ITS THE CIRCLE



22:53 Me

THE CIRCLE OF LIFEE



22:53 Elinor

THE CIRCLE OF LIFE



22:53 Me

:L



22:53Elinor

sorry



lol



22:54Me

haha im putting that on my blog

Nostalgia

I'm currently watching The Nightmare Before Christmas. I love that film. I love children's films, actually. You know, the old Disney classics like Sleeping Beauty and The Lion King? I think the main reason why I love those kind of films is because it brings me back to my childhood. I both love and hate nostalgia. It makes you feel happy because you've remembered something, yet you also feel sad because it is only a distant memory. I probably think about the past too much.

My Bucket List.

(This is my bucket list as of when I made it, which was sometime in the middle of July, so if I've done some of these prior to July 2010 it will not be crossed off!)

• Go in a limo

• Go to Paris

• Go to New York

• Go up the Statue of Liberty

• Go to New Zealand

• Make a blog

• Be in a movie

• Publish a book

• Get married (to the right person.)

• Read a classic

• Go to every continent

• Visit a real Pokemon centre

• Meet a celebrity

• Kiss a celebrity

• Get an autograph from a celebrity

• Be on a TV show

• Go on a road trip

• Go on Stealth (Thorpe Park)

• Get a job

• Get a job at Waterstones

• Indoor-skydiving

• Go to Vegas

• Go on a helicopter tour

• Go to a concert

• Go ghost hunting

• Go UFO hunting

• Go to a movie premiere
• See a Westend show

• See a Broadway show

• Have a movie day

• Test a game

• Conquer three fears

• Gain more confidence

• Produce an album

• Vlog

• Go on the London Eye

• Go to an open audition

• Do the 'Yes Man Challenge' for a week

• Go paintballing

• Win the lottery

• Finish the book me and Elinor are writing

• Go on a helicopter tour over New York

• Learn to speak another language

• Learn to play the acoustic guitar

• Do a bungee-jump

• Go scuba-diving

• Go swimming with dolphins

• Go surfing

• Ride on the back of a motorbike

• See fireflies

• Go to the top of the Eiffel Tower

• Visit the pyramids in Egypt

• See the Northern Lights

• Plant a tree

• Dress up and attend a costume party

• Host a party

• Watch the sunrise

• Watch the sunset

• Visit the Leaning Tower of Psia

• Learn to drive/pass driving test

• Get a pebble to bounce of the water four times

• Get a tattoo

• Get a piercing

• Go horse-riding

• Do a random act of kindess each day for three weeks

• Visit Ireland

• Live in the present

• Don't give a damn about what people think of me

• Meet JK Rowling

• Learn karate

• Visit the Great Wall of China

• Visit Stone Henge

• Learn to play the piano

• Visit the Grand Canyon

• Go on a safari

• Go whale-watching

• Donate £1000 to charity

• Buy a house, and make it my 'perfect' home

• Eat a hot-dog from a stand on the side of the road in America

• Eat in an American diner in America

• Drink in a coffee house in America

• Go snorkelling

• See the seven wonders of the world

• Eat ice cream in Italy

• Go on a river trip in Venice

• Go skiing

• Meet a famous band/singer that I like

• Walk through a forest by myself

• Send a message in a bottle

• Ride a camel

• Visit Niagara Falls

• Sleep under the stars

• Learn to juggle

• Scuba dive off Australia's Great Barrier Reef

• Gamble in Vegas

• Do a marathon

• See the 'Hollywood' sign

• Go on a cruise

• Visit the Amazon rainforest

• Get in the record books

• Visit London zoo

• Help the homeless

• Make a baby laugh

• Give blood